Sunday, February 14, 2010
A new year
i dunno why i'm here... since the last post (i don't even know when that is, just that it's super long) there has probably been more than a dozen times where i should have more reason to come here. ideas/musings to blog and post. but i guess i usually haven't gotten around to blogging those stuff for a long time now.
well, it's just 30mins into the new chinese new year. i've never been a big fan of events/dates/resolution (it's just another day unlike any other, as i've surely noted in posts before) but i guess i'm looking forward to a year of increased possibilities for myself. on one hand looking forward indeed, 'cos i know they'd come and am sure some will fall even if others don't. but on the other hand, maybe hope might be a better word. the past few weeks/months i can't help but feel some windows of opportunities slowly closing and they won't come back anytime soon
so there we go. i hope i won't regret not following up, but i guess life's too short to even think whether to regret. sometimes i wonder if this move on, look forward mentality will kill me one day
"this gift is my curse for now"
well, it's just 30mins into the new chinese new year. i've never been a big fan of events/dates/resolution (it's just another day unlike any other, as i've surely noted in posts before) but i guess i'm looking forward to a year of increased possibilities for myself. on one hand looking forward indeed, 'cos i know they'd come and am sure some will fall even if others don't. but on the other hand, maybe hope might be a better word. the past few weeks/months i can't help but feel some windows of opportunities slowly closing and they won't come back anytime soon
so there we go. i hope i won't regret not following up, but i guess life's too short to even think whether to regret. sometimes i wonder if this move on, look forward mentality will kill me one day
"this gift is my curse for now"
