Sunday, June 01, 2008
um...
and for my monthly post... (not that it's intentional, i just don't really have the urge to blog much nowadays except for some random issues here and there)
well, so was quite a disappointment today. have been looking forward for today (as in, sat night) since last week where i missed it cos i was on duty. alas it was not to be, rain and last minute issues and all. oh well... interesting how i've let the anticipation build up so much i felt so much for the cancellation. usually it'd just be nothing nuch. i guess maybe deep down i'm actually quite a control freak (so much for being hands-off on most stuff most of the time). it's like i can get quite worked up whenever things don't go according to my masterplan, even if they really aren't such a big deal.
oh well, look forward to next week. life's been good to me as usual, so hoping for more of the good stuff, and less of the daily drag and grind. rediscovering a few passions, so the end of the soccer season hasn't really kicked in yet (except for today i guess).... ugh, i'm not making sense yet again. i don't even remember why i came here in the first place. oh well. at least this adds a "June 2008" to the sidebar. it's interesting how it's been 4 yrs since this started. my, i'm getting old. where did all my innocent childhood and sweet teenage years go?
well, so was quite a disappointment today. have been looking forward for today (as in, sat night) since last week where i missed it cos i was on duty. alas it was not to be, rain and last minute issues and all. oh well... interesting how i've let the anticipation build up so much i felt so much for the cancellation. usually it'd just be nothing nuch. i guess maybe deep down i'm actually quite a control freak (so much for being hands-off on most stuff most of the time). it's like i can get quite worked up whenever things don't go according to my masterplan, even if they really aren't such a big deal.
oh well, look forward to next week. life's been good to me as usual, so hoping for more of the good stuff, and less of the daily drag and grind. rediscovering a few passions, so the end of the soccer season hasn't really kicked in yet (except for today i guess).... ugh, i'm not making sense yet again. i don't even remember why i came here in the first place. oh well. at least this adds a "June 2008" to the sidebar. it's interesting how it's been 4 yrs since this started. my, i'm getting old. where did all my innocent childhood and sweet teenage years go?
