Wednesday, October 10, 2007
As we lie, in the shade of the poison trees
time sure moves fast... i guess that's the good thing bout the shift system. before i know it it's pay day again. the start of like the few days every month where i can just spend without really giving a hoot. and so it's the tenth again... i never keep track of time. it's just like in sch last time. every day will just pass day by day and it's only when u look back and find out that some event has passed and you totally forgot bout it that you realise the time. hmm... again i'm not really hitting the point. but oh well
and life's just going on like that. it's like those li'l dreams... nothing significant, no pt in remembering, just helps while time away. slipping in between the tired, jaded trance, daydreaming mode, gaming, reading, doing duty. hmm, now that i mention i think i've said that like how many times before. things getting busy but sometimes i guess it helps time pass faster while u're busy scurrying around. sense of accomplishment sometimes is good too though the times when mistakes start arising suck.
happy as it is... i guess i can never help enjoying myself too much in my comfort zone and not wanting to come out. on one hand there's the looking forward to ord next year. still far but at the rate things are going it's gonna find me before i even realise it. but quietly i'm dreading late jan/early feb period. ok. i won't continue cos i prob will sound gay saying it. but come to think of it, i'd be seeing six batches ord before i can enjoy the holy grail myself. whoa. am i ready for that...
heh. now i recall the last time i came here. okay. i'm random today. guess it's been a long time i've been feeling like that old geezer.. how fast things change. and don't.
okay. i guess i had enough for today. i see no point in coming here. and now i'm talking to myself. and all the jokes bout saw talking so much that he prob talks to himself on the way back when he gets bored. oh well... FM2008 gone gold. october 19th! woohoo! prob going into deserted island along with it til late nov... til then...
and life's just going on like that. it's like those li'l dreams... nothing significant, no pt in remembering, just helps while time away. slipping in between the tired, jaded trance, daydreaming mode, gaming, reading, doing duty. hmm, now that i mention i think i've said that like how many times before. things getting busy but sometimes i guess it helps time pass faster while u're busy scurrying around. sense of accomplishment sometimes is good too though the times when mistakes start arising suck.
happy as it is... i guess i can never help enjoying myself too much in my comfort zone and not wanting to come out. on one hand there's the looking forward to ord next year. still far but at the rate things are going it's gonna find me before i even realise it. but quietly i'm dreading late jan/early feb period. ok. i won't continue cos i prob will sound gay saying it. but come to think of it, i'd be seeing six batches ord before i can enjoy the holy grail myself. whoa. am i ready for that...
heh. now i recall the last time i came here. okay. i'm random today. guess it's been a long time i've been feeling like that old geezer.. how fast things change. and don't.
okay. i guess i had enough for today. i see no point in coming here. and now i'm talking to myself. and all the jokes bout saw talking so much that he prob talks to himself on the way back when he gets bored. oh well... FM2008 gone gold. october 19th! woohoo! prob going into deserted island along with it til late nov... til then...
