Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Musings
Been almost half a year since i've got the chance to do this... just surfing around the internet with nary a care bout the rest of the world. just clicking here and there, doing stupid googling and simply reading leisurely... and so i'm having the oh-holy 8 to 5 job. at least for this week. and to think back bout how magnificent it seemed during bmt. shaun was commenting how it isn't as good as it's seems. i'm not complaining. it feels like school all over again. and as much as i didn't exactly like school army (and esp bmt) has taught me that school life is just so much more fun. seems like i won't be going platoon 3 after all. sad. i guess i was alright with anything at first. but to have hopes played up only to find it's just a hoax. so i really failed the polygraph test cos of that stupid reaction? so i get nth out of feeling so insulted on that day heh. nvm. i'd look at the good sides of wherever i'm going.
things we saw today are just so cool. ok, i'd do better than shaun here and stop at that. eye opener i guess. really proud to be an mp. i could have so easily be stuck with some shitty job after taking the roll of the dice and ticking no that fateful day. i must really be thankful i'm so lucky. seems like ash and aaron are getting it bad. zhenhao too. but at least he seems to be making the best out of it.
and i was just thinking when booking out i should sleep early. been quite tired this few days. oh well. just one of those days i don't wanna go to sleep and move on to the next day. those days where i just want to slack around and leave all problems, worries, obligations, commitments and essentially all contact with the rest of the world at one side. i guess i never like to face up to reality until the very last moment when it's staring right at my face
I'm just such a commitmentphobe
(hmm, i think that isn't the right word. but oh well)
things we saw today are just so cool. ok, i'd do better than shaun here and stop at that. eye opener i guess. really proud to be an mp. i could have so easily be stuck with some shitty job after taking the roll of the dice and ticking no that fateful day. i must really be thankful i'm so lucky. seems like ash and aaron are getting it bad. zhenhao too. but at least he seems to be making the best out of it.
and i was just thinking when booking out i should sleep early. been quite tired this few days. oh well. just one of those days i don't wanna go to sleep and move on to the next day. those days where i just want to slack around and leave all problems, worries, obligations, commitments and essentially all contact with the rest of the world at one side. i guess i never like to face up to reality until the very last moment when it's staring right at my face
I'm just such a commitmentphobe
(hmm, i think that isn't the right word. but oh well)
