The simpler life...

and the mindless procession continues... the fatigue has lasted for three weeks now. everyday just seems like yet another romp through the motions. contemplated dropping chem s yesterday... eventually sth's gonna crumble if i continue like status quo, i thought... doing tutorials only in lectures and break cos of the late days and no work done at all at home. falling asleep when i give up and during tutorials when i don't seem to understand what the heck is happening. then feeling damn tired and wanting to sleep first thing getting home. then when the weekend finally comes saturday will be for science research. and sunday the day to get a life and actually go out. i guess i'm to blame cos i'm not willing to sacrifice sleep, pc time or leave sunday to just rest. but sleep is most important and no way am i sacrificing my last bit of what people call a social life over studies.

thought i needed to change sth. weighed through what was possible and chem s seemed like it. then lim kim thye had to confuse me by advising us not to drop. and attending the 'last' lesson made me feel like i actually like the qns and lessons. it's just the time i can't handle. and talked to charlotte chua today. hmm... i guess i'd hold on for now. but wondering how i'm gonna survive til june before things will start dying down a bit. sigh. and the teachers had to make me feel bad by not scolding me when i don't do my work/sleep in their lessons.

expectations... hmm. i wonder...

blogging bout stress and schwork. i might as well leave it not updated. oh well. leaving an entry i don't really like on the home page forces me to blog more often i guess. as tristan will say, i need to go out and start some shit