The simpler life...

i ought to blog bout the trip. must do so before chalet...

at least i've gotten myself back into reality. was still drenched in japan fever the first few days of returning. 3 consecutive days of ball, sl (my, was that stressful... i just can't handle kids heh) and science research... i guess i'm finally back to the plain ol' boring life. that's always the problem with me. the problem of how much happens in my mind. the mind's such a powerful thing. imagination. fantasy... most of the time the things that happens in my life occurs in the head. i get wishy washy so easily. hanging on to stuff that's over already. or playing some dream in my head before things happen. that's just so me. it always happens. chalets. vacations. or anything that gets me comfortable away from the usual routine... to think chalet and the youth camp thingy's coming up one after another just when i'm over this trip.

but not before i get a new hobby from the trip. it all started from channel switching on the hotel tv. so the free to air channels were all in japanese except cnn and bbc. thus, the favourite activity of many people when they're bored, channel surfing. i'd normally stick to sports. which i did for the first few days of the trip when volleyball matches and some gymnastics (lol, they should show gymnastics more often in singapore...) were showing. then on the second last day there were no sports on. next in line were game shows which normally don't require much knowledge of japanese to understand. but the game shows aired then were pretty boring. so i finally settled on a high school drama after a few rounds of channel hopping. and the surprising thing was i liked it despite understanding almost nothing of what the characters were saying. and no, it ain't some slapstick comedy type drama. or even sports drama at that (now that i mention them, i'm kinda tempted to watch hana yori dango. the japanese version of meteor garden. kinda weird considering how i used to hate f4 and such). so there you go. i got hooked to nobuta wa produce (finally managed to find the title of the series after a few hours of googling when i got back. and after some more searching finally got the downloads and the subtitles. my, it's good finally understanding what's going on. it was just amusing back in japan. now it's becoming a really great show). basic storyline's about how a guy who treats school life like a game and pretends his way as a popular guy in school is trying to help a really shy girl who is constantly bullied become the most popular girl around. throw in a weirdo and there'd be laughs abound in addition to the drama parts. my, do i love shows done like that.

oh well, i've digressed. now i forgot what i wanted to blog bout. so long then.

i just hate it that i'm not good with words... and hate it more that i care i'm not good with words. i wonder why my fingers on the keyboard stopped in their tracks then. and there i was giving myself excuses as usual. there's something i ought to do. and there's something i want to do. then there's the somethings i can do. but eventually, i just end up not doing anything as always. how me