Wednesday, July 13, 2005
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i never think before i talk. and i never learn from past mistakes... felt so bad today when the name was announced... hope she don't take it to heart. still find it so astounding... can't seem to think of the reason why. guess this things happen.
on another note, guess the exco turned out kinda expected. except for sze ern kinda expected the others to make it. but surprised i got publicity heh. i ain't the most eloquent of speakers and not really chatty, etc or have a wacky sense of humour. but i'd try my best =). but it just gotta come at this time. blood donation drive right up ahead. loads of things to do. really hope it'd be a success. grr, why must there be temasek seminar then... was kinda looking forward to it. and donate blood for the first time. oh well. cautiously optimistic bout the future. hope it would turn out to be a fruitful experience at the end of jc life. maybe being in charge of publicity will help me improve social handling, something i'm pretty horrible at. getting to know more people will be nice too i guess.
i really dunno how to describe this... first aid was just a last resort sort of thing during cca orientation. after experiencing the mindless rush of jc life i know i can't take something heavy and just wanted to slack. but it turned out to be sth more really. i want to have create fond memories here. widen my social circle. form a tight-knit bond with the rest. somehow i see loads of potential in it. how wonderful things can turn out. here's hoping i can do my part to make at least part of it happen...
on another note, guess the exco turned out kinda expected. except for sze ern kinda expected the others to make it. but surprised i got publicity heh. i ain't the most eloquent of speakers and not really chatty, etc or have a wacky sense of humour. but i'd try my best =). but it just gotta come at this time. blood donation drive right up ahead. loads of things to do. really hope it'd be a success. grr, why must there be temasek seminar then... was kinda looking forward to it. and donate blood for the first time. oh well. cautiously optimistic bout the future. hope it would turn out to be a fruitful experience at the end of jc life. maybe being in charge of publicity will help me improve social handling, something i'm pretty horrible at. getting to know more people will be nice too i guess.
i really dunno how to describe this... first aid was just a last resort sort of thing during cca orientation. after experiencing the mindless rush of jc life i know i can't take something heavy and just wanted to slack. but it turned out to be sth more really. i want to have create fond memories here. widen my social circle. form a tight-knit bond with the rest. somehow i see loads of potential in it. how wonderful things can turn out. here's hoping i can do my part to make at least part of it happen...
