Saturday, April 30, 2005
Numb
Been thinking a li'l too much nowadays... at least when all the other mindless stuff isn't pressing down on me. thankfully they do most of the time...
a few heartwarming things happened this week... going back zhss was nice, seeing some pple again. conversation with a few pple made me realise that we are moving on our own directions with different priorities, but tt's alrite... tt's the way things go anyway i've come to realise. the thing is we're still in contact and we share the bond... some tried to initiate conversation and it was really warm to see that but i kinda hate myself for being unable to keep it going... it's like i just have to talk in such a way that there's not much room for reply and the conversation just fizzles out. i've always admired good conversationalist. there seem to sure have it easy. but looking on the bright side, it was still nice hearing from others and at least talking for that li'l while.
then just received a msg from jun liang. thanks lots ^^! really brightened up day. haha, sure, it's the end of the month and it's the free messages that are still unused (don't i always nitpick at other pple... i'm just not happy not finding faults haha, though i just overlook them most of the time ;P ^^) but really nice. haven't been in contact since 3 weeks ago i think. guess we're all busy with stuff and such. no time even for weekly basketball. but sometimes this makes moments like this more special doesn't it, though i'd still very much prefer we can still see each other more often. sentimental urge all of a sudden haha. wishing all my friends and acquaintances here all the best in whatever they're doing! speaking of which, i think i'd have tonnes of unused messages come 10 days time... maybe i'd do just that then. hopefully can remember haha. and maybe i'd just make someone's day
a few heartwarming things happened this week... going back zhss was nice, seeing some pple again. conversation with a few pple made me realise that we are moving on our own directions with different priorities, but tt's alrite... tt's the way things go anyway i've come to realise. the thing is we're still in contact and we share the bond... some tried to initiate conversation and it was really warm to see that but i kinda hate myself for being unable to keep it going... it's like i just have to talk in such a way that there's not much room for reply and the conversation just fizzles out. i've always admired good conversationalist. there seem to sure have it easy. but looking on the bright side, it was still nice hearing from others and at least talking for that li'l while.
then just received a msg from jun liang. thanks lots ^^! really brightened up day. haha, sure, it's the end of the month and it's the free messages that are still unused (don't i always nitpick at other pple... i'm just not happy not finding faults haha, though i just overlook them most of the time ;P ^^) but really nice. haven't been in contact since 3 weeks ago i think. guess we're all busy with stuff and such. no time even for weekly basketball. but sometimes this makes moments like this more special doesn't it, though i'd still very much prefer we can still see each other more often. sentimental urge all of a sudden haha. wishing all my friends and acquaintances here all the best in whatever they're doing! speaking of which, i think i'd have tonnes of unused messages come 10 days time... maybe i'd do just that then. hopefully can remember haha. and maybe i'd just make someone's day
