Saturday, January 01, 2005
Yet Another Belief of Mine...
[read my entry but it didn't seem to make much sense and as usual doesn't seem like what i'm really thinking... but well, i've done my best ^^]
today a close friend of mine asked me if i wished things could have happened earlier and whether if i had a chance i would have acted earlier... sure, it might have been nice if things did develop earlier when there were more chances but i staunchly said no... yet another one of my many beliefs again, i suppose
it's kinda cliche, but i believe in the present... a lot of times i allow myself to be dragged into speculating bout the possibilities of different outcomes but it's thanks to this belief i've been able to shake that tendency off. things don't change no matter how much u regret it and regardless of how high the possibilities of the 'if's happening were...
i believe that for every 'if', there's an 'if ' that could happen as well. things happen because... they happen. since they're already past, i should be contended with them cos things could have been so much worse. i've never really trusted probabilities before, cos even if the chances of something happening is 0.000000001% it still does happen. even though you have that 99.9999999% not to be in the position you're in now sometimes, eventually that event will have to happen to someone.
fate has been pretty kind to me so far and i've been on the end of some pretty gd outcomes. so i don't wanna take my chance and jeopardise everything i've been given. so my new year's resolution for this year shall be to treasure everything i have and do my best to make sure that i do not miss too many opportunities to pursue my dreams. the last few days i felt like i've slowly taken steps towards bliss so may it continue into this year. and to all reading this, happy new year!
today a close friend of mine asked me if i wished things could have happened earlier and whether if i had a chance i would have acted earlier... sure, it might have been nice if things did develop earlier when there were more chances but i staunchly said no... yet another one of my many beliefs again, i suppose
it's kinda cliche, but i believe in the present... a lot of times i allow myself to be dragged into speculating bout the possibilities of different outcomes but it's thanks to this belief i've been able to shake that tendency off. things don't change no matter how much u regret it and regardless of how high the possibilities of the 'if's happening were...
i believe that for every 'if
fate has been pretty kind to me so far and i've been on the end of some pretty gd outcomes. so i don't wanna take my chance and jeopardise everything i've been given. so my new year's resolution for this year shall be to treasure everything i have and do my best to make sure that i do not miss too many opportunities to pursue my dreams. the last few days i felt like i've slowly taken steps towards bliss so may it continue into this year. and to all reading this, happy new year!
