Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Confused
I'm kinda at a lost now. i dunno how i should feel, how to put whatever i'm feeling into words and how to express them...
first there's terence's situation... it's just like mine, the things i'm going through/have gone through... there's the effort put in, though it never seems enough until a point where you tell urself u'd never make it and u give up. still, u're still clinging on to that bit of hope, that chance to progress and make things happen... yesterday i was dearly hoping that things will turn out fine for him cos i need exactly this kind of situation to motivate me that i can do it. but well... as friends some of us tried to help him, but sometimes i think that we are putting undue pressure on him and i dun feel gd with that... hmm...
and then there's ash's situation. i don't exactly know what to do bout it. i dun wanna get involved in certain things, but as a friend the least i can offer is support. i wonder how terence manage to handle all those stuff sometimes...
and it's not all that simple. i'm confused...
first there's terence's situation... it's just like mine, the things i'm going through/have gone through... there's the effort put in, though it never seems enough until a point where you tell urself u'd never make it and u give up. still, u're still clinging on to that bit of hope, that chance to progress and make things happen... yesterday i was dearly hoping that things will turn out fine for him cos i need exactly this kind of situation to motivate me that i can do it. but well... as friends some of us tried to help him, but sometimes i think that we are putting undue pressure on him and i dun feel gd with that... hmm...
and then there's ash's situation. i don't exactly know what to do bout it. i dun wanna get involved in certain things, but as a friend the least i can offer is support. i wonder how terence manage to handle all those stuff sometimes...
and it's not all that simple. i'm confused...
