Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Glad yet sad...
Wanna thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. actually forgot bout it until emily wished me happy bday while i was on the way to sch... then ash was making such a big fuss over my bday like it's the most important day of the world or sth. then emmalyn and sook lee came over to my class and wished me happy bday as well... lol... that was funny...
that was pretty happy, but i'm rather sad over something else. i feel so bad, so guilty that hongyi have once again failed to get the top in level... and again it felt so undeserved... juz cos of his chinese which pulled him down as he was only given a generalised 80. so for the second time in a row, he's denied the top in level honour even though he's got by far the highest marks. last yr i already felt so undeserving after how hongyi got a higher percentage. i can't wait to pass on the 'glory' back to him then cos it's not supposed to be mine anyway. now it've happened again. sigh... think i might speak to miss chan bout it tml... i juz feel so bad, so bad...
that was pretty happy, but i'm rather sad over something else. i feel so bad, so guilty that hongyi have once again failed to get the top in level... and again it felt so undeserved... juz cos of his chinese which pulled him down as he was only given a generalised 80. so for the second time in a row, he's denied the top in level honour even though he's got by far the highest marks. last yr i already felt so undeserving after how hongyi got a higher percentage. i can't wait to pass on the 'glory' back to him then cos it's not supposed to be mine anyway. now it've happened again. sigh... think i might speak to miss chan bout it tml... i juz feel so bad, so bad...
