Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Mixed feelings
Juz had a short chat with jun liang on the mrt and left with many mixed feelings. he did not do well 4 the prelims and even though he's trying to hide it somehow, it's obvious that he's kinda upset bout it. i feel very sad for him, cos it juz makes me feel bout the futility of exams. why should our future and everything liie in results? juz how many hopes must they douse be4 can change this hard, cruel system? as much as i want to try console him and raise his spirits, i can't as i cannot speak from personal experience and i'm juz not a funny guy at all. i even feel kinda guilty that luck have blessed me with gd results this time round... what if i end up doing terribly despite putting in hard work next time... how will i feel? will i even be able to pick myself up from failures?
And as if i wasn't feeling down enough, i juz completed another episode of aishiteruze baby (3 more episodes left, but i dun want to see it end...). i luv the series and it really brought me to think bout many things. the first few episodes explored the topic of children growing up without their parents but it now turns out to be a lot more. Friendship, love, emotions and everything are embodied so nicely in yuzuyu, kippei, marika, kokoro and gang that i can't help thinking bout it. now can't wait for the next episodes to find out what exactly happened to kokoro-chin, but at the same time i still dun wanna see the series end. at least the new anime season is coming and hopefully i can catch a few quality series especially now that i only have tenshi no konamaiki and mammote shoggugoten left in addition to aishiteruze baby... i've probably devoted a lot of mentions to it, but it thoroughly deserves them. actually i think i might juz cry if i was a li'l more emotional... kokoro-chin...
And as if i wasn't feeling down enough, i juz completed another episode of aishiteruze baby (3 more episodes left, but i dun want to see it end...). i luv the series and it really brought me to think bout many things. the first few episodes explored the topic of children growing up without their parents but it now turns out to be a lot more. Friendship, love, emotions and everything are embodied so nicely in yuzuyu, kippei, marika, kokoro and gang that i can't help thinking bout it. now can't wait for the next episodes to find out what exactly happened to kokoro-chin, but at the same time i still dun wanna see the series end. at least the new anime season is coming and hopefully i can catch a few quality series especially now that i only have tenshi no konamaiki and mammote shoggugoten left in addition to aishiteruze baby... i've probably devoted a lot of mentions to it, but it thoroughly deserves them. actually i think i might juz cry if i was a li'l more emotional... kokoro-chin...
